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29 June 2007 @ 11:20 pm
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(Anonymous) on July 2nd, 2007 07:32 am (UTC)
I know I'm being a bitch, and I apologize. But my perception of what you wrote is an honest one, and the psychoanalyzing (while presumptuous) was based literally on what you said, not on any outright desire to judge you.

and when he said i was overanalyzing, i just stood there dumbfounded..i mean..how dare i try to impart reason and meaning from rent.. i should just be like "oohh dancing!"...i got all spastic as soon as he started to disagree with me and i felt the beginnings of a panic attack. i wasn't nervous when i met him, but as soon as he started to aggressively disagree with me, i got all hot and flushed and overwhelmed... i hadn't expected it. i thought if he disagreed with me (which i didn't even think he would considering how ambivalent he was on the commentary about columbus' explanation) he would have been more "oh, i see why you would think that, but..." but he was like "i would aruge until the end that it doesn't matter to roger how she died."

i was out of my mind and my tummy hurt and now i am on team roger, cause it makes me sad when i see anthony now..
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(Anonymous) on July 2nd, 2007 08:47 am (UTC)
It was a post I remembered, and was easy enough to find. Not saved. When I read you and your friend's comments I was reminded of the previous post, and the underlying tone of that post always colors my perception of the things I see you post in these fan communities. I'm not seriously going to argue your intentions or your mental state with you. It was a one off comment and I'm sorry it offended you as much as it has.

I don't think you're wrong about Anthony Rapp, necessarily. (It's pretty much a fact that Adam is prettier.) But your tone in response to him always seems consistently clouded and self pitying, because of that and other posts you've made. You post in fan communities and people get a handle on your personality as it's presented online, and that's my perception of it. It's not a big deal, don't take the psycho analysis too seriously.

(Honestly. Don't take it too seriously, because your definition of social anxiety disorder is patently false. There are plenty of people who function in the real world while suffering through the anxiety and panic. Not every one of them is a pathological agoraphobe.)
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(Anonymous) on July 3rd, 2007 01:41 am (UTC)
You don't always get the benefit of being judged solely on your most immediate comment. Sorry. That's the internet for you. That's general communication for you. I'd tell you to get the fuck over it, but the length and conviction you're responding with basically proves that you won't.

You've already illustrated your defense, and the sheer fact of my anonymity means you win. You get to be the victim against the nameless coward villain. But if you know that this site caters to bashing actors then you should know by now that it also caters to bashing fans and their opinions. So let it go, because you haven't convinced me of anything, and you shouldn't feel you need to convince anyone else here. Nobody reads this community anymore.